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do it
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go to 
they have a kiri at 3k
plz
for me
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journal
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my other journal entry was really old
i didn't like it
here's another
r u happy band
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Holiday Cheer in Reverse
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I've noticed a pattern when it comes to my holiday cheer. I do it backwards. I get really excited and into it early on, like before Thanksgiving, and as Christmas gets closer it just starts dimming down until I'm not very festive anymore. I feel so weird afmsdfl,l
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I hate emotions
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I really do, all they bring is hurt.
I have this friend who seemed really nice at first and just by the end of this year I finally saw how she really is. Since then she's become obsessed with me to the point where she's ready to kill herself because I don't want to be friends anymore. My friends and I stopped one suicide attempt already and it just feels awful, but so does being her friend. All we ever did was argue with each other and then I find out that she has a crush on me. Anyway, after the thwarted suicide attempt she and I had a talk. She agreed to get help from a therapist and I agreed to try to become her friend again after she got help. I don't think she realizes how this doesn't just affect her. She always whines and complains to a friend of ours about how her life sucks and she just wants to do die and that I hate her(which I don't) and that all she does is cause problems for people but she'd doesn't DO anything to solve her problems. She wallows in her self-pity and does nothing and it pisses me off because her life is fine. She has a family that loves her no matter what she says, she's just seeing the world through a pessimistic view. I just don't know what to do anymore. She hinted to our friend that Saturday is going to be the last day anyone sees her, which is her birthday btw, and I'm fed up with having to deal with this. Obviously I don't want her to die and she still hasn't seen the therapist that she promised to go to. I just want all of this to go away T_T
I have this friend who seemed really nice at first and just by the end of this year I finally saw how she really is. Since then she's become obsessed with me to the point where she's ready to kill herself because I don't want to be friends anymore. My friends and I stopped one suicide attempt already and it just feels awful, but so does being her friend. All we ever did was argue with each other and then I find out that she has a crush on me. Anyway, after the thwarted suicide attempt she and I had a talk. She agreed to get help from a therapist and I agreed to try to become her friend again after she got help. I don't think she realizes how this doesn't just affect her. She always whines and complains to a friend of ours about how her life sucks and she just wants to do die and that I hate her(which I don't) and that all she does is cause problems for people but she'd doesn't DO anything to solve her problems. She wallows in her self-pity and does nothing and it pisses me off because her life is fine. She has a family that loves her no matter what she says, she's just seeing the world through a pessimistic view. I just don't know what to do anymore. She hinted to our friend that Saturday is going to be the last day anyone sees her, which is her birthday btw, and I'm fed up with having to deal with this. Obviously I don't want her to die and she still hasn't seen the therapist that she promised to go to. I just want all of this to go away T_T
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Supercon
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Lot's of Hetalia cosplayers that we hung out with and so many people wanted pictures 
I may put some up but I need to find them first... oh and I did not make the journal skin, just saying ;]Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In